Hello, my lovely friends!
One month has already passed and I have so many things to tell you about.
My life has changed completely; I can affirm that everything is now different and hopefully this seeds of hope will become wonderful flowers when the right season arrives.
I no longer live with my parents, I moved to another country, changed University, met many international people and I just opened a Patreon page to help my channel grow into indipendence. I have never experienced so much change all at once! The right thing is to embrace it, as many wise people would say.
It has been both a scary and exciting experience, so far. I cannot believe a month has already passed. Have you ever had the contradictory feeling that so much time has passed, but at the same time, the new experience has just started?
As many of you know, in my 23 years of living, I have gone through a lot of hard times. If you told me a couple of years ago that I would be making videos and travelling and write this very post entry, I would have laughed at your face or burst out crying, because I was sure this could not ever be possible for me.
I knew the principles of the Law of Attraction, but I thought that they were somewhat inaccessible to me. Deep inside, I felt that I had a positive core, that my inner being knew there was some hope to cling on, but I did not know how to put it in practice, so when I had something nice happening, two days of heartbreak would follow, leaving me tired and doubtful.
I understand now that every positive thought that I cultivated in my mind in those years of suffering, was a small seed of hope that needed time to properly blossom. I want to tell you this little story that happened to me: if you stop giving water to a plant, it dies. I had a basilicum plant who died because nobody gave it water and took care of it. No matter how dead it looked, one day I decided to pour water on it, and ended up planting a new flower close to it, to see if it would grow again. I poured water on it, I sang to it and gave it so much love. Guess what? After a month or so, the basilicum that I thought dead started growing again and is now such a robust and healthy plant, you would never believe it.
That little experience taught me a lot. First of all, love heals. Love is the magic ingredient for everything in life.We must never give up on our hopes. No matter how bad a situation looks, if you cultivate your positivity day after day after day with all the strenght and love you have, sooner or later, you will see a beautiful flower grow and give you fruits and goodness and happiness. A minor breakdown, a bad day, should not keep you from desiring and wanting what your heart really longs for.
Of course, the future has not happened yet and we have no certainty in this life. But one thing I am starting to understand, based on my experiences: if you want it to be bad, it is going to be bad. If you want it to be good, it is going to be good.
The quality of your thoughts determines how your life will be. If you cultivate a rotten seed, you cannot expect to have a healthy plant. You decide the elements with which you will cultivate the sacred garden of your mind. So choose wisely.
I hope this little post will give you some ideas on how to cultivate your mind. Despite what other may say, please know that:
- It is never too late to start all over again
- You can transform negative into positive
- Self analysis is the foundation of any true, heartfelf change
- Love is everything it takes
- Feelings like hatred and resentment only bring negativity in your garden. Do not allow them to enter your soul.
They will only poison your garden, not anybody else’s.
Please share your stories with me. If you can relate to this in any way, I would love to hear your experiences and your thoughts about this subject.
ASMR means so much to me. I feel like I have many doors to meet you and share things with you. I am so happy to have you in my life, each and every one of you. Thank you for being so special.
Before I go, here is a picture of my microphone BaBa settling down in our new apartment:
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This is my latest video, where I explain what Patreon is about:
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Thank you for being so special,